Dark Thoughts within the Dark

I'm broken and I know it
So broken don't show it
It's hard to believe
My perspective it deems
all my wishes are dreams
I belong on my knees
and my life no one needs.
It whispers and screams
Awake and asleep
in the back of my mind
Feels heavy but really light.
My thoughts are consumed
by my past and present
my future's irrelevant
when I'm blinded by
this dark cloud of resemblance
my heart trembles resilience.