Yearning

I'm sipping on this wine
Wondering if you have the time
To show me your devine meaning
Under covered darkness and whispered faith
Until a new dawn breaks and shakes my reality
My youthful spirituality shaped by the curvature of your ambition
Your testament, my sworn dedication
Swollen by our inhibitions.

Reflective Reflex

Random tandem lyrical prose
How I wonder what you wrote
If I shall fall before you break
How many doctors will it take
To mend the hearts in our wake?
1, 2, 3, 4
Life is knocking at your door
5, 6, 7, 8
Just how long will you wait?
9, 10
Think again

Henrietta lost her fella
Went downtown and kissed a fella
Made a mistake and met a snake
What kind of life did she take?
Rich, poor, beautiful, ugly?

Yolo

I don't want to get old
I don't want to grow cold
I don't want to be yours
I don't want to be hers
I don't want to be his
I just want to be missed
Getting lit tonight
Maybe see a fight
DOA number five
Nerd hive gotta stay alive
Yolo with me tonight
I'll show you the sights
When it's dark and no one's awake
I stay up and contemplate
Will I think of better days when I'm weak and grey? 

Or feel like I've left my mark in this day and age.

Modern Writer's Block

It's so hard to write each day
Stuck in a mechanical loop
A film of what I see
Everyday day on the same old screen
Random nothings and sudden alerts
News of news and news that ain't news
An ever lasting plane of digital girth
A land of confusion lost in boredom and intrigue
Will I drown within it's sea?
I crave the unique
But still I seek depth and mystique
From every corner and every side
Hoping to find a self that exists
Beyond the realist and above the plain
Right behind the original strain

L

Lock me up
Lock me tight
So that I can't
Go out tonight.
I'll lose my soul
I'll lose my mind
Somewhere in
The dark of night
Where liquor flows
And spirits dwindle
A passion may soon to kindle.

Behind the Text

You're so selfish but I knew what I was getting into before I started to like you so lost and misconstrued these impressions I have of you
If life was different, if time wasn't consistent controlled by man but by nature's glowing testament, could we lose our inhibitions? Could we just be? I love being me getting lost until we become 3: me, you, and everything in between that makes an us to the world that we see. Let's just be free? Discard the hard, unveil yourself to me, leave the technical mask behind and live life with me.

Cheers

Happy Monday y'all
I've got tomorrow off
Don't sweat the day
Just take it off
With a sip of your favorite broth
That makes your face hot and your mind soft
See you when I see you love